Our teaching time finished early,
When we got on the edge of the slum, we met a man whom David introduced to us as a pastor. He had been living in the slum for a long time, but he was a Christian. He had become a Christian shortly after God healed him from a chronic back problem that forced him to stoop over all the time.
Several years ago, while this man and and his wife were out for the day working, their son fell down a large well on the edge on the slum. The villagers found him and returned him to this man's home, declaring him dead. When the man returned, overwhelmed with grief, he prayed for his son. He declared that if God would give him back his son, he would dedicate his land to the ministry of the gospel. After three hours, the boy vomited up dirt and blood and mucus and came to life. Ever since then, this man has dedicated his property to God.
After
I can't describe the feeling this church had inside of it. It was truly holy ground. In the middle of the turbulence of the muslim quarter and on the edge of the squalor of the slum, it was a place of peace. God's presence was palpable.
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To be honest, I'm still trying to process this story and my experience there. What I believe is that God loves this little crippled three year old, living on the edge of a Indian Muslim slum as much as He cares for me. In practice, that's really hard to grasp. I just don't get it.
I walked away from that slum thinking that only two worldviews make sense to me. Either this is all there and if that's the case, then it's every-man-for-himself. Lucky me that I didn't get born to a blind woman in an Indian slum. And it's up to me to make the best of my luck and enjoy life.
The only other plausible alternative is that God is a loving Father will bring justice to the earth and redeem His creation. As much as I don't understand how it works and what to make of it all, this is what I believe. It's the only thing that I can believe faced with such suffering. If I didn't follow Christ, I wouldn't be in India, dealing with these questions. But being faced with them, I have to trust that God is a redeeming God. And offer whatever I can to His goal of recreating this beautiful and tragic creation.
I still don't get it. I don't get the suffering of this young girl. But I have faith, however small, in the God who knows her.
May His kingdom come.

Great post Paul - I often struggle with those same thoughts and awe regarding suffering. I like that you used the word "redeemed". Without that word there would be no hope.
ReplyDeleteLuke 16:25 25"But Abraham said, 'Child, remember that during your life you received your good things, and likewise Lazarus bad things; but now he is being comforted here, and you are in agony."